i am 31 and all my life family has been a big part of my life even if some of my family hasnt seen it that way to stop fussin and fighting ... i didnt grow up with my mom and dad but i grew up with my grand parents so i am close or was close to alot of my cousins and all... but when i got married i made contact with my dad and mom and family i never really knew anything about... but i have several sets of grand parents and well this past week i found out that one of my grand dads has lung cancer mind u its the same thing my uncle died of 10 yrs ago nov... seeing the pain and all he went threw it hurts to know that my grand[pa is going threw that it has completely destroyed one of his lungs and has started on the other his liver is gone and he has strokes so i know he wont be here much longer... its sad to know that my kids will never know these people because people now days dont know the meaning of family and true love i cherish everyday with my kids because you never know what tomarrow mite bring ya know and i met some people on here that are like family and i thank god everyday i have found a family online who i really love and care about... so count your blessings and think about your family because some of us dont know how well we have it and we think petty shit on here hurts us ... outside life is the killer the real world brings out fate ... cherish what you are givin even if its the shittiest hand u were ever dealed ... i know this may make no sence but it does to me ... and all my family you all know who u are i love you all ...
