The pain is starting to get unreal. It seems like everyday being alone is starting to get the best of me. But I feel alone inside my head. Maybe i am just making it out to be worse then it really is. I am sick of going to be every night alone, and i am tired of waking up that way. I have no one to share my free time with other than my friends not that i care cause i love them. I want someone to keep me warm and wrap their arms around me. to walk around hand in hand. Oh shit i am going girly. *slap myself in the face* well that is all for now. bye
