Did you ever feel with in a time you could go any more lower then you have? Where it doesn't matter to anything you do but do as a person you care for had even said and that is just burn in hell? Yea it's been the hardest how many days of my life right now and my birthday is just coming up. But really as for a birthday to be that to celebrate...I really don't feel like celebrating it as much as the next person does. Especially right now.
You see with actions speaking louder then words from what I even known a person I cared for and even loved with my whole soul thought the impossible of me and what I was supposingly doing. So I want to clerify with any guy that may read this and think ooo a easy prey. I am not. Nor was I ever actually to be ever truthful. I didn't mean for anyone to think I was or I wasn't. I just came on here to make friends really or even fit in. My life is one of a kind and to take the advantage of people and what they thought do to the fact of a picture..
(clinches fist gently)
It was wrong of me to do. I do have more dignity in me then that. So please..if you want to know me that's fine. I am willing to lend a ear to anyone that wants to and I am willing to talk so it's just not you. I just wish I would of done this sooner instead of later...to other's I prey that you don't hate me. For my heart...I hope you can ever forgive me because you showed me things I never would of saw...and took my by the hand giving me strength and love.
