im really sad and i dont really feel like party mode but the last time i saw you you kept telling me to not cry and to not be sad so even tho i am im going to try to have fun today for you grandma. i love you so much and i wish i could be with you.i should be with you on my birthday if things go as planned.then i wont hurt anymore and no one else will die nothing bad just nothing. i cant wait for that to be.ill meet you where ever you are one day granny and i help you bake pies and we can sew together just like we did when i was little. i love you have a happy 4th of july -love always and forever kit
