Just Me's blog: "Life"

So those who know, know I am going through the VA Disability P&C Process as part of the IDES system which is part of the PEB and the MEB.  

Month ago, had a audiological eval, it came out good, very minor hearing loss.  Granted she was the cutest girl I ever had do a hearing exam on me (think the only girl too).  Knew I should've worn earplugs more.

Couple weeks ago, had the physical eval.  Doc who did the eval, when she got me from the waiting area said:  You're a hot mess.  (I asked for clarification, and she said she is allotted two to three hours for the exam and usually a third of it is for reviewing the records before she gets the patient.  She wasn't half way done with mine and had spent an hour and a half.)  

Today I had the mental health eval.  He was asking question, and I was answering fully, honestly, not holding back.  He stopped writing but was still asking questions.  Didn't say what the diagnosis/recommendation was, but I got this feeling like I am either going to be picked up by the folks in the white coats and put in a straight jacket or I am sane.  Either way, I am scared or you should be.  And to top it off, my weekly counseling session, was cancelled for tomorrow.