XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "Erotica"

looking out across the ocean , her tears up , wondering when she would finally get to go home again and see her family, see her brothers , her sisters , and her father ..her mama , would she see her dad again before he died . or would she end up going home for his funeral ... time would tell , would her ex ever let her go ... and let thier child grow up and know what it was to know her family too ? Would he have mercy .. or would they end up fighting things out in court or waiting til lthe cihld was old enough to choose for herself .. sometimes she felt that only her heart kept her here in the states because she could of stayed home but then she would of never had a chance to raise her child again until she was much older . She longed for another child with another man  before she got too old .. Love seemed like such a fickle thing sometimes , she tried too hard , and failed .. or they she couldn't figure it out .. but mostly her heart had too many scars from falling .. falling and slammimg into the ground without a pillow to fall on .. her kindess to some seemed weak but she was not weak .. she just needed to let her frustrations out sometimes ... 

whether it was through sex or art .. or other things , she needed to learn to relax and enojy herself . she needed time to be her .. and still her heart longed for that special someone .. to share things with .. to cuddle with , to go on adventures with. Next year things would be different less complicated she promsied her herself that one by one things would get crossed of the list .. she once again would have her freedom , her own name .. her own place ... and maybe a roomate to share .. but until then , day by day . would have to be a journey taken one day at a time .. Kiera looked at her watch , it shone time was flying but her job as a writer allowed her the luxory to dwell on things , time to let thing permeate ... 

the ex ... she missed him , he was and good and maybe it wasn't his time , it wasn't  thier time ... She got dressed quickly taking her her favourite sundress . i t was time to take a walk on the beach .. bending over she looked for her sandles , sipmle but practical , picked up a brush and brushed her red hair til it shone like glistening sunlight , her skin was so pale , her friends joked that she must glow in the dark ....the funny thing was she did .. her smile genuine .. her green -blue eyes were stunning .. she was tall too 5'10 without heells over 6 feet with them .. 

She put the brush down , put on her sandels , pick up her key and  simple bag with her keys and locked the door behind her , she felt the wind as soon as she closed the door . she continued walking and walking , the fresh air filled her lungs and filled her with hope .. hope of a brighter day  a brighter future .. she followed the boardwalk down , passed the couples , the lover , the oldies .. the bratty children with thier candy ... everyone else looked so colourful ... so happy .. her feet carried her down to the beach  .. and as soon as she reached it she took of her sandle and carry them , threw off her sundresss and ran into the cold water ... she saw her friend waiting there ... her feet got feet and then .. she walked back dropped her things with her friend and dived into the water ... and let the water embrace her .. under the water  she felt amazing like she this was here where she belonged where her spirit wished to renew and onday to rest . Keira finally came up for air ran back to her friend "hi sweetie sorry i just couldn't wait  to feel the water again " Nicole looked at her and smiled they had been closed for such a long time .. she couldnt be angry at her when she knew her so well "its ok .. i knew u would come out eventually and say hello ... hows things Keira ? 

Bracing herlself and wondering exactly what to say she looked int o nicoles deep brwon eyes and smiled , " things are getting better  day by day .. But next will be better still .. she spoke soflty and sweetly .. Nicole smiled and moved forward to hug her friend so tight ... that she hoped some of her strength would pass to her broken hearted friend ... 

"So what happened with that guy Kiera ? nicole's blonde hair swayed in the wind and her gray eyes glistened with concern and curiousity."ooh which one Nikki ? ... Ohh u mean him ... things are over .. but its ok .. im getting over it , im moving on .... Life always goes on doesn't it Nikki ? keira sighed a little , she had so many hopes and dreams , she really saw them together ... but then she always did .. she never really understood why things were as they were... Ohh hun im so sorry , but maybe we get together together this week and have dinner or something .. wouldn't that be nice ? ... she smiled again im sure Brandon would mind but i'll have to ask him if its ok ..  Oh by the way kiera you look amazing today , is that a new dress ? 

fuck .. me she tol him .. she was sick all the little boys .. that din't know what they were doing she wanted a real man . and so normal rachel style she went on the hunt for once .. she started talking to a bunch of men form all over the place .. and came to the conclusion that the men clsoet to her were the most lazy .. and the men that lived further away ironically wanted to travel to see her .. Rachel was the kind of woman who would alwaysbe ni demand .. she had long blonde hair which casaded down her shoulder , hazel brown eyes .. 38 dds which were as close to perfect as they could be , she long strong legs from the walking she did .. full lips and smiles which seemed to melt many a mans heart .. and still sometimes her desirabily only serve to bring her more heart ache .. Men knew was the type of woman that was always pursued so they desired her but once they had her they seemed to grow nervous of others wishing to take from them ... 

she was kind maybe to kind honest maybe too honest .. tonight she dressed to kill all in black leather lol , black leather pants which accentuated her always round arse .. black heather halter top which clung to her breasts like a second skin .. her makeup light but deadly smoke eye shadow , red lipsticks , black eyeliner and balc mascara ... she looked hot and she knew she moved like a cat , a carefully trained cat ... and she was ready to pounce on the next lucky man .. now all she had to do was find him .. she didnt want to travel far .. but the fellas arond her just werent up to her standard .. narrowed minded , not ambitious enough , not challenging , plus half her friends had slept with the cutes ones already .. no she was going on a search a hunt ... 

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asthey walk by the waterfall handed in hand .. they cannot resist but ti stand under it . soaking our clothes .. and pressing thier wet fabrics against thier skin . the cold water making thier bodies shiver and delight as they they share a single kiss under the waterfall ... the kiss so deep it seems to last forever .. neither one wanting to let go .. and the heat with within them rising so high its threating to explode . thier lips savouring each other . embracing each other .. their hands starting to explore .. starting to each other .. gently and tenderly .. the cold water so refreshing .. they finally take of thier wet clothes and swim under the water naked and continue thier soft sweet embrace ... their lips still not wanting to leave each others for a moment .. holding on to each other cause of the cold and the using each others body to stay warm ... they are lose in each other and nothing else seems to matter . nothing seems to be able to bring them out of their private interlude ..

Aurora was born in the early 1600-s . around the time people started to disappear mysteriously .. only for some it wasn't mysteriously . it was part of the thier jorney a journey of people wo could travel throught time and live whether thier hearts desired them too . Aurroa was one of them and her looks made it harder to blend in .. as much as she wanted to. her long red hair casaded down her shoulders and her porcelian skin was like that of a dollls . her silver grey eyes alone brough her way too much attension and over the years bought her more lovers then she could possibly have . auroa was smarter then she would appear at first over the many centuries . she gained more knowledge then could ever be obtained by one life time .. Auroras wisedom she tried to hide that long with her secret .. but falling in love .. always left her vulernable .. and shed been betrayed so many times ... and killed in the name of love its was funny how u could see her scars of the last battles .. because even though sghe knew she wouldn't die forever she put up and strong fight .. she didn't like the feeling of dying that much .. she didn't like watching her soul come out from her body and seeing the others suffer .. and with each time she died her abilites grew stronger , the more painful it was the more those abilites grew .. she sensed things long beforehey happened and deja vu wasnt a one time thing but a every day occurance ..

all this being said she tried to live out her life the best way she knew how without trying to hurt others .. and even when they tired to hurt her she walked away 95 percent of the time . she had learnt qwell her anger .. but sometimes it felt so delicous the power of the her rage that she had to say somthing .. just one little thing .. she wasn't perfect after all .. men seemed to one of her only human weaknesses .. and women sometimes .. she loved a manly man a man who could take control of situations .. a man who was bold enough to say exactly what he wanted ...and surprisingly enough there werent too many thatcaught her eyes ony the best of the best .. but once in a while she partook in taking a lover... or a fling ... just to fill some of ther endless days with more passion ..

and the men she slept with became addicted to her .. afterwards .. wouldn't stop caling saying how much in love with her they were ...

but she couldn't just choose one lover .. it was usually tw or three in the same week . like a sexual kind of binge i guess you could call it .. and damn it felt so good for her ..

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