i can't take it anymore. the caring about people just to get hurt. i don't know what to do any more. i don't know how much i can take. fuck i don't even know why i do this. let myself get this way. to care about someone to give them help and to guide them when they ask and yet i'm supposed to just sit back and watch them destroy themselves. i can't do tihs. my sister keeps fucking around with all these guys and now she got herself into a possion that she can't get out of and one of them is mentally abusing her. playing these mind games with her to make her feel like shit so she will stay with him by threatening to do harm to himself. and she keeps falling for it even when his own roommate says that 's what he's doing. i know that i should give up but not to sure that i can. am i falling for the same shit? am i setting myself up once again for another fall? i though i had my ability to care under control. once again i was wrong.
