JULY 30TH, 2008 BLOG ENTRY
As I sit here waiting for a video to upload, or be created, I find all of this useless time on my hands. Sure, I follow my FSWO plan and routinely use bungee cords to exercise with during such moments. I play the drums. I play basketball, when my back pain permits it. I use my fitness machine, I beat the holy hell out Otis, my heavy bag. And this year, I have been wearing my hair short and want to be consistent about getting out in the sun.
I havent spent much time on the screenplay. I believe that I have enough that I could meet a 2 week deadline for completion.
I have been training my voice and taken an interest in learning other instruments, like the keyboard or guiatar. I also find it easy to come up with an original score in my head and the lyrics just seem to flow.
I need a way other than drums to express my songs.
I have no inclination that I will make it as a rockstar, but it is one aspect I would like to have some development in as an attribute to my overall goals.
Actor, screenwriter, artist, drummer, songwriter, keyboards, vocals, dance ability. I also model and attempt comedy, emphasis on attempt.
It seems like there are so many wealth building possibilities that lie ahead, that I don’t want to take anything for granted. I want to hold on to the dreams I have developed and those that have evolved. I want to fulfill dreams I have yet to realize.
CAN I HANDLE FAME and all that comes with it. I would know that I would have to suspect ulterior motives from every new friend I make. I would be subject to corruption. The allure of available drugs and my incessant back pain, leave me disadvantaged. I would have to hold my resolve and say no to addicting drugs. Alcohol, I don’t see ever being a problem again.
This is actually all very frightening, even to a man without fear or shame. It is an exciting crossroads. Even I cant help but feel the nerves about how things may change in my near future.
I should be finishing the screenplay, but I just wanted to get this posted.
Thanks for reading
Jimmy Komet
