I've been having this feeling completely alone, yet in some ways
I cherish my own time not having to share it.
I share many things with my friends which those
I have are amazing.
Yet, I can't help but have this empty feeling inside.
I fear its comming soon, my destruction.
I have pleadged my love for a final time.
With all I have held dear in my heart, from the time
I was young until now, makes me wonder why is it
I still look upon them with inncent eyes.
I look out upon the world a lil differently I feel like
the prey anymore and they await to leap.
All I truly desire is to find that one true connection.
Some call it a soul mate, some call it love...
all I know is my life somehow will always seem
incomplete cause for
what I desire may no longer exsist.
I hold many dreams in this life and I wish to be strong and independant.
Yet I would also love having that one person there to hold me when in need.
That one who can bring a smile to my face when the world looks dim.
Then again some dreams will only remain a dream and nothing more.
