eldest sister
out of sight out of mind should i run or should i hide
only minutes to make up my mind i hear her she coming
what to do i hold the pillow tighter ever so more she at the door
im out of time only seconds to make up my mind only seconds to decide
either way my otions are fading she opens the door pulls back my sheets and in that voice so calm and mellow toned she say's "you have been a naughty boy" but i say it was not me (slap across my face) and then say's you shall speak no evil nor lies in this house as she reaches for the whip strike after strike as she say's you shall speak no evil here sinners burn in hell you shall speak no evil here sinners burn in hell
the beating has stop she has grown tired of beating the word of god into my fleash but as she walks to the door she says you will be the death of me and ask do you know why you must be punished words ive heard time and time again yes eldest sister i say none shall see nor speak evil in this house she turns and continues to the next room i think to my self tomorrow will be different i will be a good boy and she wont come ,she wont come, she wont come i say until i fell asleep
but the truth was could i ever be a good boy to eldest sister a question i could never answere but i will be a good boy because bad boys burn in hell but the next night the same thing and the night after that and as the years passed the same thing un til i became a man and i left that awful place hoping never to return until one day i recieved a letter saying come home you have been a bad boy and bad boys burn in hell all the years came rushing back to me as if they were happening all over again i drop the letter and fall back to my chair i think to my self i dont have to go back there i dont have to everbut something inside me some strange urge is pulling me too taunting me if you will i think to my self but ive been a good boy i have i have the stain is too much i pass out only to recover with a teriffing chill
i must go back i must show eldest sister that i have been a good boy i have i have the next day i began my journey back back to that awful place that i had hope never to return.....
to be continued
