fuck parents, fuck boyfriends, fuck crushes, fuck chances wit guys, fuck "i love you"...
i'm back to my old self, my old non-carin self. i'm tired of the lies and the cryin and the heartbreaking. i'm tired of listenin to my parents tellin me the shit i have to do. i'm tired of gettin frustrated and of constantly tryin to be on my best behavior. i'm tired of being the self-sacrifice, the responsible one, the "friend" or the girl on the side listenin to your lies. i'm tired of breathing, i'm tired of feeling, i'm tired of thinking and writing.
i'm fuckin sick and tired of everything.
