easyer said then done. Everyone says keep your head up but its hard to do sometimes. I know this relationship had to happen to remind me what if felt like to care for someone and someone care for me. Its just hard sometimes. Those times when your think about what it felt like and wish you had someone there to tell about shitty day. Or lay with at night when your cold. Some days I am ok others I cant stop crying. It seems alot of the ones that have a wife or a girlfriend they take it for granted. And some of us that are genuin and treat someone we care about like gold but arnt blessed to have that. I tell myself one day I will find someone but when will that be? Sometimes I wonder am I just supose to be here for everyone else. To help everyone with there problems. People say be happy with what you have. Yes I own a house and have my own car but I would give it up in a heart beat for my soul mate. Yes I have two beautiful boys and wouldnt trade them for the world. But other people ahve children and the love of there life so why cant I? I tell myself not to give up but sometimes I think maybe I should so my heart can just not break anymore. Are there really any good guys left. They are eather married, not my type or really scary, like call you every day liek they are despirate. "shrugs"