Today I read some entries from a old journal. Oh how I had no clue about life at all. I wish I would've known then what I do now but that is life experience, right?
A lot of it made me giggle, I use to be (and I guess sometimes still can be..) so dumb and silly. I can tell that I was having a lot of fun mainly because I was young and that is what you do. I miss that so much at times, well not all the dumbass mistakes, but def the "freedom". I'm still pretty young but not so rebel like. Unless you consider smoking pot while driving rebel. Haha.
I've decided that here soon I'm taking a vacation someplace alone. I want to just get in the box, drive a few hours away and stay in a hotel. Visit a friend maybe, or even just go someplace just to be by myself. I've had a lot on my mind and shoulders this week and I can't really handle much more stress honestly.
Look at me - rambling again on here. Hahahaha. I get too stoned and thoughtful. Plus everyone is out of the house and I have to work tomorrow. Grr, why did I agree to a Sunday wait? Oh yeah, that's right..I"M BROKE. Fuck you government..
I think I'm gonna go for a walk. That'll clear my mind and hopefully put me to sleep. If not I'm gonna go watch reruns of Tripping the rift.
Xoxo,
Miss Classy Cunt
