So yeah, still trying to lose weight...it's still going up and down but from the most that i've weighed..i've lost 16 pounds....not enough. I was talking to one of my coworkers and she's trying to lose weight also. really, she doesn't look like she needs to lose any...I'd kill to have her figure..she's not skinny, or fat..a little chunky maybe but perfect to me...that's what I want. I don't wanna be hella skinny...she told me that I should lose some weight.... thanks.
I feel that I have to lose weight just to be noticed...maybe not all guys dig the skinny, perfect bodied, non chubby chicks.... but in my head... that's what guys want..that's what gets guys attention... not a real thick chick like me.
I don't know why I'm loseing the weight like I have been...I haven't been eating much or had much of a appatie. I'm not starving myself or doing it on purpose...well maybe a LIL but im not gonna eat if im not really that hungry.
I'm not wanting to lose weight just to please people or make others happy...but I'm mostly doing it for myself...cause my self esteem is so damn low...
16 pounds gone.... now just about uhmmm 40 more will do it...