~~ Dying Inside~~
Sometimes I feel I can't go on...
I'm dying here inside.
I'm drowning deeper in my sadness...
And no one's here to save me.
I cry myself to sleep at night...
And no one even hears me.
And if there was someone here...
Would they even care?
I don't know what is wrong with me...
Why am I so hard to love?
I try so hard to please my love...
I lose sight of my true self.
Whenever I start to think it's forever...
They decide it's time to go.
I give my heart, my everything...
And get nothing in return.
My heart has broke so many times...
How can I put it back together?
One night I tried to end it all...
When he told me he no longer loved me.
I felt like trash, swept to the side...
Thrown away and forgotten.
I gave up everything for him...
My family, friends & education.
We had been together for so long...
I didn't know what to do.
I ran into another's arms...
Which now I know was wrong.
But if I had not found this love...
I would not have my son.
We tried so hard to make it work...
Hung on longer than we should have.
Can't really say he broke my heart...
Not sure if he ever had it.
He broke my trust, so he had to go...
Could take the lies no longer.
Can't really say I miss him...
Didn't lose much losing him.
Just wish I had someone to hold...
Someone to kiss goodnight.
Someone to tell me everyday...
How much they love me so.
Someone who will always be faithful...
No matter what pretty girl comes along.
I want someone who thinks...
I'm the most beautiful girl of all.
I want someone to love me for me...
Is that so much to ask?
So as I sit here all alone...
Wondering why no one can love me.
I sink deeper and deeper into my nightmare...
And I'm dying here inside.
