My heart aches over you.
I was a fool to believe
that I could change you.
And as I walking out on you.
Tears fall like a waterfall.
You had my heart
you broke it.
You used me to get what you wanted.
As you sit and call me names
You don't know how I hurting,
YOU THINK THIS IS WHAT I WANT!
I am scared that you are right.
I not smarted enough; attractive enough
No one else would want me!
I do not want to be alone;
I want to be held like everyone else.
I want someone to love me for who I am.
I know in my heart,
that I could never go back to you.
But when I look at our boys,
I know that there once was loved
July 2004
