Here is the good part of it all!!! Now she want to apoligize to me HAHAHAHA fucking HAHAAHA
KNOW YOU REALY MIGHT NOT CARE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY RIGHT NOW. BUT I JUST WANT TO, FIRST AND FAR MOST APOLOGIZE FOR MY ACTIONS EARLIER. THAT REALY IS NOT HOW I AM. AND I KNOW IT WAS UNCALLED FOR.
I HAVE KNOW JAMES SINCE I WAS ABOUT 14 YEARS OLD. I HAVE LOVED AND CARED FOR HIM FOR YEARS! WE BOTH HAVE HAD FEELINGS FOR EWACHOTHER. YES, IM MARRIED. IM IN A VERY BAD MARRIGE THAT IS BOUND TO END. I RECENTLY (FOUR WEEKS TODAY) GOT BACK IN TOUCH WITH JAMES (WOODY). AND THOSE FEELINGS ARE STILL THERE. AND SO, YES IT DOES HURT SEEING HIM CHAT WITH OTHER FEMALES. AND I KNOW I MAY HAVE REALY MESSED THINGS UP BETWEEN ME AND HIM. BUT I LOVE HIM AND CARE FOR HIM FAR TOO MUCH TO EVER GIVE UP ON HIM. I JUST CANT! I LOST HIM BEFORE, AND NOW THAT HE IS BACK IN MY LIFE, I CANT LET HIM GO.
IM SORRY FOR ACTING LIKE A FOOL. I REALIZE HOW STUPID MY ACTIONS WERE. THATS NOT THE REAL ME!
