As I sit here and write this, I can't help but think about what this world has come to. We have become a race of living machines forced into the monotonous tasks such as sleep, work, eat, etc. I don't feel as if the world will ever take a retro trip back to the time of when love, life, and happiness meant something. We've gone too far into material things and money for anything of real value to come back to the forefront of life now. I personally think that we live in a sad state of society. I foresee a bleak future for this society. I'm not speaking of global warming or oil prices. I speak souly about humanity. When we will learn to cherish the values instilled upon us by our grandparents or even great grandparents? Why does everything have to be about sex, money, drugs, or all the other non-essential bullshit in life? Why can't we return to the days when people married out of love and not for money or because you got some random chick you met at a bar knocked up? WHY? What in fuck's name is wrong with you people? Come back to reality...and I don't mean TV! It's sad to think that more people care about Britney Spears' going looney than they do about the rampid homeless epidemic in America. Truely sad. It breaks my heart to see what this world is turning into and I really feel that, I myself, cannot make a difference. Maybe it's just me, but I think we all need to step back and actually look at what we're doing to ourselves. We measure someone's worth based on how big her tits are or how exspensive his car is instead of taking a look and seeing WHO that person is. I'm a fat fucker. I admit it. But hell, I'm proud of who I am. Those that actually take the time to read this and get to know me, thank you for believing in mankind. Those that don't, I hope your silicon implants and your Ferrari keep you warm at night, because you're in for a long life of unfulfillment and disappointment. Welcome to real world. Enjoy your stay.

/RANT
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-King of Naught-

Peasant, a civil man.
The fields his gold.
Kingdom of home.
A man on his throne.
Simple life of peace.
Populous of like me.
Each with his needing.

Drought drained land.
Barren and abandoned.
Craving home.
A man will stand.
Fight for his dreams.
And live to die.
Ask his reasons.
It's clear as to why.

Entering new chapters.
Life will march on.
Peasant no more.
The man now warrior.
Abide and abound
Rape evil as a whore.
Fighting on and on.
Bringing chaos home.

Wretched meaning torment me.
Dedicating my lifelessness.
For not a civil society.
Can change mankind.
Dredge my kingdom dry.
Masters and massochists.
Henchmen and harlots.
With crimson
I scratch names off the list.

Mayhem abound.
Plain warriours wage the fight.
Writhing in pain
Wounds so great.
Divide and conquer.
Victorious without doubt.
I am the king.
Bow before me.

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-Drag Me Away-

Solemn faces stare at me
as my spine crawls.
Saying nothing wholeheartedly.
Making my mind stall.
The pain is too much.
Just can't escape it.
Sacred voices are my crutch.
Feels like I've been hit.

Send me down the path,
though it takes all day.
Come for my aftermath,
and just drag me away.

Still you call my name
late into obscurity.
I'm the one to blame.
It all makes sense to me.
Yes, I'm in the wrong
for what I've done.
The healing takes so long.
To my head goes the gun.

You have my apologies.
Though I can't express
my deepest sympathies.
Why did I cause this mess?
Ashamed of my actions,
I cry through the night.
Heart felt obsession.
Could you show me the light?

Leave me to myself.
Let me die right here.
I thought of no one else,
so let me die in fear.

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Empty Windows

I want to take the pain away.
I want to give you a brighter day.
A smile forever on your face.
A smile my saving grace.
Push the dark clouds far away.
Forver a brighter day.

My love a token of this life.
A token of my heart.
I am always yours. Always yours.
Piece of mind. Hollow soul.
You name on my lips.
Sweetest taste. Supple joy.

Kiss your face. Touch my world.
Beauty deep within. I can see.
Love fills my heart. I am free.
Miracle you're in my life.
Years will pass. I'll be there.
The love of my life. My heart so bare.

Your soul in my eyes. Kept so true.
You're in my heart. I'll follow you.
Love so strong. Never broken.
My love, my life, my soul. This token.
Sleep peaceful in my arms. So long.
I'll hold you forever. Love so strong.