Today, I was told that I am different in real life than I portray myself on here to be...that there is a duality to me. Basically it came down to this. On here I am an outspoken, dark, ominous figure; but in real life I come across as a shy, sweet young lady.
This got me thinking.
We are all who we want to be on here. We show the online world the person that lurks inside of us...aspects of our personality that we can make shine through with the use of graphics, photography, and the written word. We are a more refined version of ourselves.
The person who said that to me is someone that I am still, in many ways, getting to know...and he probably hasn't even come close to scratching the surface on what it's like to be around me. In the beginning, aren't we all on our best behavior?
To him, I say this: Just wait. That "shy sweet young lady" thing has more to do, I think, with the fact that the moment I laid eyes on you in person I was smitten. I was already pretty damn close to being smitten before that evening, but when you got out of the truck and walked over to me that sealed the frigging deal.
I'm done. Stick a fork in me.
Anyway, soon enough, you will figure out that I am all of those things combined. I just hope that you still like what you see.