why is it that when you are drunk all you can think about is things you really don't want to? The last 3 serious relationships I have had ended badly and they all moved on before we were even over. One cheated on me and left me for that girl, the next moved on emotionaly, and the third was already talking to the girl he is w/ now when we were still together like 2 or 3 months before we even broke up...even left the same comment on her page and my page on the same exact day. I know I'm not perfect but I try as hard as I can when I am w/ someone. Even now the guys who claim to like me don't actually want to be with me, they just wanna get in my pants. I guess I look easy and slutty, thats all I am. I just want something real. I don't want hook ups or to just have fun, I want someone that will take me flaws and all.