i came to the realization that the reason most of my friends from school still talk to each other is drugs.plain and simple they keep in touch simply because they dont want to lose there drug source. forget friendship this is all they care about(the drugs).i was at a low point when i came to this realization and it only further damaged my already bruised ego. hahaha its so silly to think that i have an ego.i was laying on the couch and a tear rolled down my face i got so depressed and i thought well if this is life is going to have in store than maybe i should just shoot myself now.i planned it all it in my mind i even thought about how i thought it was strange i didnt even care.it was just a morbid moment all to myself. then my friend and i sat and talked about how we missed our friend and how sad it was that hes not around anymore.is this what were to become the drug drones?with no sense of heart or anything? it seems to me this is the path were all falling down.im just sick of being fucked over because people are more into drugs than caring about friendship and its awful