Well as some of you guys know, I have recently decided to play with fighting again. I have been talkin' to my coach lately and from what I hear there looks to be a good up-comming of new and old fighters a like and it would be a good time to decide wether I wanted to fuck around or get serious about what the fuck I'm doing. I took a look at my self and the position that I have been in lately and to say the least,.... I'm not very pleased, or happy for that matter about anything. Going back into training would mean cutting off everything. Friends I wouldn't be able to spend much time on and family seen as much as i was home. I was with somebody before and that was the reason for me not wanting to train. So be away from my love. But that's not the case anymore. I've had so many offers for a relationship, but that we're so empty that they were forgot they were said as soon as they left the lips. I don't feel much wanted anywhere and that's not how i've ever been in my life. I think it's time to get my mind strait, and focous on me for once. I don't have time to waste fighting with a chick when I could be using that time to fight with some one in the gym to help me be a better fighter. Girls have taken advantage of me more than once and all I really want is one that can really commit.It's funny cuz before fighting I was a nobody so to say. and when i started it was like if everybody wanted to talk to me. It wasn't a very good feeling to see how people truly are sometimes. when i started to notice how people started to treat me after certain things I ended up been the one that didn't want to talk to people. I'm gonna start training and that means let the hurting start the road to success for a fight is full of blood. Watch me spill some, it's time.
