OK so here is my rant at the moment...
I know that i have done a lot of shitty things in my life.
What drives a person to egg someone on to kill them selves. Taunt and Torture someone till they take a bottle of pills, point that barrel down their throught, or fasion a noose out of their own shoelaces. To sit there and tell them that they would be better off DEAD, then for you to have to put up with them. Isn't easier to ignore them. How do you go from that person being your love, your one and only till death do you part, to wanting the death part to occur on the other persons behalf.
Since when is it ok for people to murder by assosiation with out retrabution. To drive the person to severe depression that they hate themselve more then you hate them. Especialy if you know that person has a history of depression and is not on thier medication.
Suicide doesnt just hurt those that kill themselves, it more hurts the ones that love them the most. So yeah you would be with out them, but so would those people that would do anything to be with that person for just one more moment. Unfortunately you thought only of the gradification of your moment in time. The moment when things would just be better if that person was not around. And now you sit there having to dry the eyes of thier Mothers, Fathers, Brother, Sisters, Children,and all of the others that will miss them dearly. Feeling the guilt the sits unresoled within yourself.
