Candy coated death
Lined with crystal meth
How it takes my breath away
Its like suicide
To look into your eyes
That's where my secrets lay to die
And I feel my body perish in your arms
All the pain I felt is
Take my life
Drink me dry
Eat my soul from the inside out
Swallow me
All of me
Suddenly my veins run dry
Six feet underground
How'd you like me now
I have set my pain at ease
Now leave my heart alone
With all my rotting bones
So my soul may rest in peace
And I feel your lips taste me one last time
All the pain I felt is
Take my life
Drink me dry
Eat my soul from the inside out
Swallow me
All of me
Suddenly my veins run dry
3.16.06 8:20 am PT
HOW MUCH FOR HAPPY?
If I had any meaning in this ol big world
Can you tell a lost and lonely girl
If I was happy for a day I'd risk it all
That's why when I'm with I'm not afraid to fall
And if you left me, and if you leave me
At least I'd have a cherish all the memories
I've been having trouble
With keeping up this smile
I've been having trouble
Hurting for quite a while
And I'm feeling stupid
Cause I did it to me
And I'm feeling desperate
From being unhappy
Why'd you leave me like this?
With scars across my heart and on my wrists
When I looked in your eyes
I didn't know happiness had a price
And you take advantage of a simple heartbreak
At least you had to love to know how to ache
But don't, hesitate to let your feelings be known
It's better to love and lose then just be alone
And if they left you, and if they leave you
At least you know in their heart they will always keep you
I've been having trouble
With keeping up this smile
I've been having trouble
Hurting for quite a while
And I'm feeling stupid
Cause I did it to me
And I'm feeling desperate
From being unhappy
Why'd you leave me like this?
With scars across my heart and on my wrists
When I looked in your eyes
I didn't know happiness had a price
I'm feeling broken
Scattered pieces on the ground
I'm feeling desperate now
can abandoned souls be found
I've been having trouble
With keeping up this smile
I've been having trouble
Hurting for quite a while
And I'm feeling stupid
Cause I did it to me
And I'm feeling desperate
From being unhappy
Why'd you leave me like this?
With scars across my heart and on my wrists
When I looked in your eyes
I didn't know happiness had a price
