Dreams
I dreamt that I saw you as an angel of light.
Soon then after I realized it wasn’t true.
I realized I had been deceived.
Then I think about it.
How could and angel someone that beautiful treat you that way.
I don’t understand how people can get hurt like that.
An angel of light doesn’t cause pain.
It also doesn’t cause hurt.
An angel of light is supposed to shine.
It’s supposed to shine like the sun.
However the angel of my dreams shines on me like darkness.
Like the darkness outside, like the darkness of a cold empty room.
I constantly ask my dream why do you do this.
Why can’t I have light shine on me?
Why do I have to have darkness shine on me?