i had a dream about him we were in bed he was sleeping he looked so cute i watched him for a moment until my eyes came to a ring on his finger my heart sank was the girl that would fuck everything up?i rolled over and curled up in to a ball and then i noticed i had a ring too.what the fuck are we married .he always said he didnt want to get married ever since we met when i was 15 and he was 16 he always said hed never get married .he rolled over and kissed me it felt so good i miss the way we used to kiss everything went black and i heard a song and i woke up it it was silent the song was by no doubt fucking old hahaha it was just a li ne tho kinda always knew id end up your ex gf hahah how fucking wierd oh tonicia was in the dream too befor i was in bed i had ben talking to her about a trip we were gonna go on with her and hersister and how her sis was pissed cause she couldnt go and how we were probably never gonna go .how strange 2 major people of my passed ...i thought theyd always be around.. they were both there for so much highschool, me getting taken from my moms house when we were not doing well ..many beaten video games lunches breakfast dinner and midnight snacks and sex tonicia and i were best friend since preschool.. ryan was my friend through highschool and my bf for 3 years ...i imagined life without them but i never thought it would really happen .. they arent deead we just dont talk as much as we did...ryan and i talk more than tonicia and ii do i guess he knows me better thanyone . we still hang out like we did before we dated and we still have slumber parties hahaha.. what ever it was wierd
