I use to lay there wondering where you were,
how it would feel to kiss those lips all in a blurr.
Tossing and turning with so many thoughts in my head,
all the days of our past would be swirling with so many lessons to be said.
I dwelt in those past glory days of our love for so long
but was only holding on to words from radio love songs
I fantasies about coming home and taking you back into my arms forever
but only realize that this love might be never
Perhaps I still had a lesson to learn or too
maybe it wasnt as clear how much my love was for you
Either way I was alone even though I had endured the walls
even though all i had wanted was to be in your arms once all falls
I used to lay there on my floor wondering where did I go wrong,
how i could recapture what I thought my heart had belong
Many stars were wish on through out the years
Many of nights did i have to fight back the tears