Dreamee Sioux's blog: "ღஜწDreameeწஜღ"

Love Sometimes Hurts ... Ever feel like you've been betrayed by your own heart? Ever loved someone so much it made you cry? Have you ever wondered, just where to draw the line? Ever hear something, that shatters your hopes & dreamz? Or have you ever found something out about the one you love? Something that breaks your heart & leaves you crumpled on the floor? Wishing you never trusted so much & loved so deeply? Do you often wish you could just curl up & dissappear? Ever been hurt by someone you loved & thought you could trust? Has the one you love completly, ever made you feel, insignificant? Make you feel as though you were only second best? Ever have your heart broken & tossed away as if its nothing? I ask you these questions because I've recently felt or done all these things. I trusted with my all, loved completly & took vows of commitment All of which were shattered by a few words over heard. How do you love someone when they have secrets? How do you forget the feeling of betrayel? How do you forgive & forget the hurtful words you over heard? The smile I once wore is now but a mere memorie My laughter is now but an echo from the past. No more trusting, no more falling in love No more lies. Written By: ஜ¢¾ღDreameeღ¢¾ஜ

Embracing The Darkness ... I'm slipping in to the darkness Losing myself in the shadows Running from the pain Hiding from the heartbreak Lost within my thoughts Drifting out of reach Watching my world crumble Crashing down right before my eyes The tears began to fall The feeling of betrayl sneaks in The loneliness consumes my heart My soul gets lost within the pain & confusion Love so far out of reach, there's no going back Lost within the darkness Standing alone in the shadows My tear stained face searching the night My cries for help falling on deaf ears No one noticing, no one caring People passing by without a second glance Lost within my pain deep inside my heart Feeling so empty without my soul Looking for a way out Only to see I'm slipping further in No more fighting to believe Resigning to my biggest fear Knowing, being alone, was ment for me I've no more trust, been hurt too much I know it's unfair to others But good Lord I've lost so much I can't find it in me to believe & try again To much heartache, too much pain I know I'll never trust again Too much lost, too much risked I'll brave my time alone through this darkness As long as I never have to go to that place again The place of heartbreak, of pain & hurt My heart has been shut away for safe keeping My soul still lost within the pain & sorrow I'll go it alone today & every tomorrow No more pain, no more sorrow. Written By: ஜ¢¾ღDreameeღ¢¾ஜ

I remember you once told me ... If I ever needed you, you'ld be there for me I remember you promised to always hold my hand To stand beside me always, no matter what You said you'ld be my light through the darkness My friend who would stop the falling tears You said you would be my strength in my time of weakness You promised to listen when I needed to talk You told me you would always be there for me The day has come & I need you so badly I've looked in every shadow, around ever corner I searched the world over from top to bottom You said all I needed was to call your name I've shouted it from the highest mountian And yet, here I stand, alone in the darkness Afraid of whats waiting in the shadows for me I need you now more than ever, yet here I stand alone I believed in your promises, took you at your word There's no one left to save me from the darkness My cries of pain & sorrow, fallin on deaf ears The darkness closing in around me It's cold, empty arms slowly embracing me The shadows slowly creeping in to claim my very soul The tears won't stop falling, the pain increasing The emptiness engulfing my very being Oh where is my savior who promised to rescue me? Promised I'd never be alone again I'm fighting my way through the shadows, fleeing from the dark Praying someone will hear me & light my way back home Reality settles in & I realize my fight is now my own The glimmer of light slowly fades away Total darkness is now falling upon me I'll continue to fight to find that light within my heart The one to light my own way back home You promised I would never have to go it alone Yet here I stand, alone once again All I needed was the friend you once were I keep asking myself, "Have I lost you completly?" Have I vanished from your thoughts & your heart? Was I so easily forgotten? So easily left behind? Did I mean nothing? Was our friendship just a lie? If you hear me calling out your name Please don't stop searching for me I'll continue to fight the darkness Don't give up on me. Written By: ஜ¢¾ღDreameeღ¢¾ஜ