I had a dream last night that you left me.
I've never felt so alone or scared before.
I dreamt that i acted cool and collected but broke down on the inside.
If you left I don't know what I would do.
I don't think I can do this without you. I watched you last night while you were playing pool.
I watched you move and smile.
You're my angel and I saw that again in your eyes last night.
You make me feel alive.
I love you more then words can express.
I miss you when you're gone.
You keep me alive and you complete my life.
( this was written 3-12-2006...i feel the same way now as i did then...i just fucked up along the way and did lose the best thing that ever happened to me..I am so sorry baby...I love you so much)