I don't know what to say really. I am easy going. Takes a lot to get me mad anymore. Definitely funny. Can’t live life with out having some fun, you know? I have been told I am the sweetest guy ever. I don’t believe it. All I do is show people the great things about them, and strengthen the things they contrast as their “bad qualities”. I see them as foundation builders. Those little things, keeps things interesting, so things don’t get boring. I will admit this just once, so listen up. I am a very intelligent individual. I don’t think I am good looking, but many argue the point. I am starting to learn to stop being so hard on myself. I don’t exactly let things build up in me anymore. I will talk to people about my problems, thoughts, and feelings. I call many people my friends and family, but the ones that everyone knows that I love the most are known as, “The Collective”. Consisting of my best friends Steve, and “BoB”. Or as we like to refer to our selves as the “Holy Shit Trinity”. Play us at a game once, you’ll learn why. I guess this is where I tell you about my appearance. I am about 5'7". Blonde hair. Awesome Blue eyes. I used to be a little over weight, but now I am where I want to be. Weighing in at 132 pounds. I love wearing Fishnet shirts with Tripp New York City pants, and various shirts. Depending on my mood. I normally have my hair short, but I was hoping to grow it a little longer, so I can dye it. But that didn’t happen this time. Alright that’s enough about what I look like. Some would say people go through troubles and disputes all the time to test their will. Their will to move on and stand back up. Now can you honestly tell me those same words when even you yourself doubt those very words? I didn't think so. This part is not to offend or in any way hurt anyone that reads it. Even though I have been known to be one of the strongest people around, I must tell you people you're wrong. I am by far one of the weakest.... I guess in words that are easily translated, I have finally found myself needing a rest. Needing a break. I can't always be the stronge one... Thus is the time for me to fall. This is my giving up. In my painful days I still look at life the same. In order to achieve anything, you must take it. But I have lost my ability to grasp what I want. It's gone, forever.... Good bye.