White Trash Beautiful's blog: "drama"

fuck im so sick of everything this was suppossed to be one of the best years and some how with all the great things going on it sucks me asss so bad it aint even funny.....i had cancer and got rid of it but hey where was my support it sure as hell wasnt my husband but for maybee one day wooohoo fucking who but its sure as hell was my sister sher damn if not for that girl id be lost....now on that note damn her husband for taking her away from me he sucks and i want to kick his ass..she is the one person i can run to for anything and everything when i need to talk shes there when i dont shes there when i need a drink shes def there lol.shes one out of two ppl who make me see i am worth something and deserve shit she makes me feel i am a person and damn it i need her back....my husband right now i can exp[lain what the hell is goin on with him hes seems like a totaly diff person then i have ever know it makes me sad cause it feels like i am losing us and i dont know what to do.i go out of my way to make him happy ask anyone that knowsus but to him im like a distant memory in his mind like oh yeah i have a wife.....i cant force whats not there anymore no matter hoiw much i want to i cant make him do the things he tells me hes going to do i can on the other hand give him a wake up call and leave but i dont think he will notice unless hes hungry or wants sex so damn whats the point ok sorry bout the rant needed to just let it go helped a lil

sooooooooooo wow so much is going on in here this has been one crazy has year let me tell u lets see i got married on valentines day then a few months later i had to have surgery cause i had cervical cancer but i got threw that thanks to my sis sheri dont know what im gonna do with her gone shes my lifeline.then theres my wonderful regular problems and stress with family stress with my husband then this week my mom went to the hospital she lost like half her blood has more heart problems and something with her tyroid so im worried about her and my sister left and went on the run my moms house is all trashed......umm my husband who i love more then anything in the world...i jsut feel so off with him liek were not connected anymore and it sacres me cause he says there nothing wrong and i feel like im not number one to hi like he takes me for granted and it hurts and i dont know what to do cause he gets mad if i bring it up and says im bitching well yeah im gonna fuck let me get shit off my chest without a fight and it wont sound like bitching ya know ok going to bed now gonna finishs the rant tomorrow

like everywhere i turn its drama drama drama ppl either cant let shit go or just wanna start new shit.then theres the lil kids who like to play ppl and start more drama hexes backstabbing cheating yes thats my town port huron every where u turn its all about drama tried to rid my life of it but it jsut seems to keep following me.and its other ppls stupid shit which mind u me and my soul sister have some great laughs over but its like damn grow the fuck up ok thats just a lil makes no sense rant damn puppet masters ewwwwwwwwwwww much love to a.c