I'm tired of feeling like shit. I'm tired of people making me feel like shit.
I need a lot of attention and I can't help it. I was never the center of anyone's world and I'd kinda like to be. I dunno, I guess I expect entirely too much out of the people I bring into my life.
I want to try and find a second job. I reallllllyyy wanna be a bartender. I think that would be bad ass and I'm pissed off that my cousin hooked my sister up and not me. Working in an adult store would be pretty sweet, too.
I need to not be broke so I can finish the tattoo on my back and get the one I want on my lower stomach. It'll be bad ass. I've been thinking about getting sobhriste tattooed down my ribcage since I don't really want it around my tit like I was originally planning. It's an appropriate word to describe me. The only thinkg is I think it's gunna hurt like hell there so I'm probably gunna cry like a little bitch when I get it down. I think that will probably be the next one I get, I want it the most.
If things work out the way I want them to, this is going to be one of the best summers ever. I'm jealous that my sister gets to go to Thailand but she's gunna bring shit back for me so that's cool. I think I'm gunna be hitting Warped Tour twice. I will hopefully be going out of state a couple of times and I'm really hoping I finally get to go to Chicago. So hopefully I start getting more hours at work or I find a second job so that I can do all this shit.
Ah well. I've babbled enough.
