I hate being the way iam right now....iam sooo in love w/someone and he fuckin hates me and cant even give me reason why we cant work things out!!!! i love him soooo much and just kills me that i feel i have done something sooo terrible wrong!!! i made his kids a promise that id always be there for em and now i feel like iam failing cause of the pain and hurt!!! his kids want me to come and see em but i just feel scared to cause of him anyways sorry to vent and all but everyone i hope ya hts better then mine is