Said I wouldn't do it again
Prayed to god I wouldn't do it again
Creeping black took over again
Poison in me, in my blood
Through my soul, I feel no pain inside
Only for the moment now
Liquor fades too quickly
It's only for the moment now
Pitiful glory
Souless
Repeating agony, deliberate
I can't escape the enemy inside my heart
Obsession, compulsion, wasteful nonsense
Peer into my heart and reject me please
It's what I want after all...
Lose me
Leave me
Never love me
Never what I need
Some of you see the pain in my eyes
If I let you through
Some of you feel the heat of my heart
When you pass too closely
Attracted like moths, doomed
Fluttering into a falseness, A scorching sun
I WILL LEAD YOU DOWN
