As the day that would of been comes closer,
I am finding my emotional level rising.
I never really have been much of a blog poster,
but these feelings I won't be disguising..
I am so sad
And yes I'm mad.
These circumstances I can not forget.
However, I am grateful for all the friends I have met
With your support I am making it through,
But please forgive me, for right now I am blue.