It amazes me how people keep going back to the same door time and time again. Even if the door has been slammed in their face repeatedly! I myself keep running into the same door. I know what I want is on the other side. I know it is there because the door opens just a little and I get a peek at what I want, then the door slams again. I guess I should turn my back on the door and move on but its very hard when what you really want is on the other side! Maybe in another life things would be easier, but as of yet I have not found a way to turn my back on the door! The pain is over whelming but one must go on. Life must always go on!