I go out of my way to let the people I care about, and the friends I have here know they are important to me. This isnt always returned, which is fine. We all get busy, or fall behind. I understand this.
Recently I brought the fact that I was feeling a little unappreciated to someone. I send shit to them, try to help level up, or just try to make them feel a little special with a gift or a message. I never expect anything in return.
But it would be nice every once in awhile to get a thank you. Well anyway.......they apologized, said sorry and they didnt realize which is fine ok.
But then when I come back ther is a message saying I dont think we should talk anymore.........then another saying if I get so mad about something so little, its no wondr why someoen I really cared about blocked me. That was very , very low to throw in my face.
I wasnt even angry, just saying I wouldnt go out of my way anymore.
So then I attempted to defend myself and found tthis person had blocked em. I had never had an arguement, misunderstanding, fight nothing with this person. Nothing I ever said to them wasnt sweet and nice before this
SO IF THIS IS WHAT I GET FOR BEING NICE AND SWEET, FUCK IT I AM DONE BEING NICE AND SWEET.
And if anyone has a problem with me saying what I feel too fucking bad. I am not made of steel, things do get to me occasionally
