sweetcreeangel's blog: "dont know"

created on 12/11/2006 | http://fubar.com/dont-know/b33513

posted on 09/15/2010&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;12:09&nbs-07:00;pm

want vrs need
http://fubar.com/want-vrs-need/b33513-1130198

want and need are too different things..this is what i have come to see..and yet people mistake one for the other on a regular basis!why?i have asked myself that question several times...i think its because wants and needs are very simliar...i have also noticed that we can want and need something at the same time...i dont know maybe i am going off about nothing...hard to say...but i do know this i am a person who wants and needs someone to cuddle someone to hold and someone to love...do i truly need this???

no i dont...do i truly want this..yes i do!yes as a woman or a human period i am always changing my mind..especially when it comes to my wants my need or even my urges!!!!so as i must point out the human mind is fickle and therefore as a fickle person...by the time i am finished this blog..my wants and my needs will have change!!!

have a good one!

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posted on 04/06/2010&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;09:04&nbs-07:00;am

2010
http://fubar.com/2010/b33513-1108825

the last time i posted a blog in here i noticed it was 2008...i did end up with ian..he was a great guy and we had fun..now ian ended up married to this he met after me..chris is getting married with a baby on the way..or did they have the baby..idk...i took a guys virgnity in 2009 and he has a wonderful gf whom he wants to marry...omg am i the real-life good-luck chuck..lmfao...nah...that was just a joke...

also in 2009 i went through so rough times...like having two teenage kids one of them almost landing themselves in jail..buried a couple of friends as well...instead of having only two tattys i now have six..one of them for my nephew who was murdered in july....i miss him soo much....rip aj..aunty misses you......

i ended 2009 remeeting an old friend that lend to romance...donnie...we just broke up not to long ago...i miss him still and want him back...i am awaiting my test results for cancer...it might have came back and im freaking...but im strong woman who i think or rather i should say i know can beat out anything....

im back on fubar again..something i havent done in along time...when i first joined fubar it was called cherrytap...lol....yuppers been a member for 3yrs i think or sumthing like that....im now a faster typer but i still make my mistakes...meh who doesnt

its nice to be back and i am looking forward to reconncecting with old friends and make new friends...

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posted on 04/06/2010&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;09:04&nbs-07:00;am

wow
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I have had some crazy days lately,everyone seems to want me or my attention..lol.I just want some wild,kinky filled sex.I honestly dont think that is wrong.Something that definatly has handcuffs and spanking involved. That is just foreplay.For the main course(lol)I would like to be given the ride of my life.Hot,wild sweaty with no mention of love,just give it to me harder,trust me I can handle it. If your lucky,I will swallow.Yes you all you KNOW where my mind is,does any one want to help!!!!!!!!

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posted on 10/26/2009&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;07:10&nbs-07:00;pm

its been awhile
http://fubar.com/its-been-awhile/b33513-1077233

its been awhile since i have been here on fubar...and i can see alot has changed....

so good some bad nice to see that i still have my friends on here...i have been reading alot of my old blogs and seen that i changed as well...

i have a cold...still in pa working in a bar...new bf two teenage boys...sisters that drive me nuts....that hasnt changed....lol

its nice to come back and see all the differences that are on here now....

so stop by say hi and i shall do the same

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posted on 12/10/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;10:12&nbs-08:00;pm

as the year ends
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lets see as one year ends and we are heading to a new one time is time to reflect on what has all happen or what we think will happen.this year as been full of sadness and happiness times of celerbrations of lives and yes of course deaths. The first three months of the year i broke up with my bf Chris,discovered i had cancer,beat it buried my two of my aunts and my grandfather....by the time april hit i was looking for some good thing to happen in my life. It did in the form of Ian.he became a great friend..i have had highs and lows like everyone else this year but one thing for sure i made some good friends,rediscovered old ones and had fun all the while doing so. i got a new tattoo to honour my dead grandparents and i love it,discovered new kinks and enjoyed life through laughter and tears am looking forward to ringing in a new year can any one else say the same?

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posted on 05/27/2007&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;04:05&nbs-07:00;pm

I'm hurt
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I got hurt at work yesterday.I hate this,I can only chicken peck right now.Stupid collar bone.......lol it also sucks cuz I am NOT LEFT-HANDED.So ya I'm whiny n complaining.I hope I get some kisses and love soon. I'm sorry if I seem like a big baby right now but I'm hurt,sore and cranky cuz of it. So,now I know how some people hate when they are hurt.I am one of those people Any-ways take care you all

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posted on 05/27/2007&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;03:05&nbs-07:00;pm

Sign my guestbook
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Ok you all in my friends list or just stopping by my page,please sign my guest book thanks

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posted on 03/10/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;09:03&nbs-08:00;pm

My beloved grandfather
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I got some bad news,seems to be there's alot of that going on for me as of late. Although I try to keep my chin up and remeber that I am a lady it's hard.I want to kick,scream cry and beat on something.Today my beloved grandfather aka Gramps G passed away from a long battle with cancer.The same thing that killed my Aunt back in January.It seems more then any thing that is what people are passing due to cancer.Idk maybe it's just me,so for all of you on my friends lists,please forgive me if I seem crossed or just don't want to talk. Take care everyone and remember to kiss your loved ones and tell them that you love them.I never got that one last chance to do so,and I regret it now.

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posted on 02/05/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;09:02&nbs-08:00;am

whip me
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Today,I decided that I needed to do something different.To stay away from sex.So,I decided in my mind that whips and handcuffs and the 'fun' a person could have with that wasn't sex.Am I wrong? Nah!!!!!!!!!!!!I don't think so.After all its all about the state of mind(well at least for me).After all I have done both roles.Both the DOMI and the submissive.I personally have enjoyed being the domi.Although,I must say being handcuffed and having feathersran over a persons body is fun tooooooooo. So,the question I have in my mind,is that kind of fun still considered sex too?

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posted on 02/05/2007&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;08:02&nbs-08:00;am

Sick of love songs
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everytime i turn around some one is singing a love song.Personally I dont hate on love songs,but right now I am.I mean this totally blows.The guy I adore,is in washington so I'm going to be alone on V-day.Which sucks right there.Well not totally alone,I'm going to watch a movie with my brother.Which is aight I guess.lol,after when did your brother make a good date for that day.Well actually my brother is a great guy,both my brothers are.(Ladies they are both single and hot,lol.Sorry I just had to do that.) The truth of the matter is,I think the reason why I am soooooooooooooooo grumpy is that I found the one person I could see myself being with for the rest of my life and we are going to be apart for awhile,which you have to admit really sucks.It's getting really weird,yet I am sick of love songs.It seems like ever where I go it's all about love and Valentine's Day.I tell you that is not normal nor is that healthy.I mean sure it is nice to have one day for love and romance being celebrated but don't get me wrong but isn't that suppose to be everyday. Ok maybe it is just me and I am being a hater,or does every one out there feel like me as well?truth be told,I am starting to feel like the only one. Have a great day you all

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