Hallway Hussie's blog: "Dont Know"

Today I gave you a boxfull of bricks.

Whatthis ?  You asked......................

you see, this was built around my heart.

A wall to protect me from  harm

My heart was beyond repair.

Ducking and dodging ,from everyone's stare.

Hiding my feelings, Keeping them within.

Not knowing where to begin or where to end.

but........

One look, One Kiss, One touch and the wall  was

no more.

My heart knew love---different nothing like before.

You showed me love never means to hurt

You showed me how love suppose to feel.

All of my emotions ..- Amazing its so real.

Thank you for setting my heart free.

But most of all...- For letting me be ME!

(( APril , 6,2009 @ 2:10 am )

I think of you and My heart skips a BEAT You send my spirit soaring high above the street. Just when I think its safe to touch the ground. You show me more. yes, you astound! Quivers over-takes my body. and I give into sin. you are my fire that burns deep within. A touch that set my soul on fire. Flames of UnAdulterated Desire. You are my eternal flame You are the pleasure to my pain.

As we grow older together . As we continue to change with age. There is one thing that will never change I will ALWAYS KEEP FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU!

http://www.stategazette.com/obituaries/ Obituaries for Jan. 12, 2009 (01/13/09) Joe Don Ashley, 33, of Rutherford, died Saturday, Jan. 10, 2009 at his residence. Services will be at 2 p.m. Tuesday at Johnson-Williams Funeral Home with the Rev. James Branscum officiating. Burial will be in Fairview Cemetery in Newbern. The family will receive visitors from 6-8 p.m. today at the funeral home...

Come to Me Come to me, and let me wipe your tear. Come to me and let me show you how to know, no fear. come to me and let me hold you tight. come to me and and let me make all the wrongs in your life right! You take me places I've only dreamt about. I feel you in my heart night and day. I know you can hear my thoughts and can be with me in my dreams.. Just had to take time to say... baby with every last breath I have in me with everything I hold value too.. Your priceless to me.. for without you I'd not be free... Thanks Beat for Making all my wrongs right!

Do you know why the "trademark" Halloween colors are orange and black? Why not any other color combination? Is there anything special about orange and black together? Yes, there is. Feng Shui-wise, these two colors are on the opposite energy spectrums, so to speak. Orange is a very lively and happy color, the color of fall bounty and the warmth of fire. Orange is often called the "social" color, as it creates the feng shui energy to promote lively conversations and good times in your home. Black color, on the other hand, is the color of mystery and void. The color of a space with no beginning and no end, a space with an infinite creative energy incomprehensible to the human mind. Full of the feng shui energy of mystery and sophistication; black color also holds the energy of power and protection. Do you see now why this is the perfect combination for a Halloween celebration? While a very social and fun day, it is also a day when many mysterious and even scary energy doors open, so you better watch your home closely :) Just a bit of spice for your Monday - the week of Halloween - morning!

Where is the real me ? OH the evil that runs threw my head. Wishing and wanting but never to see them dead. To be haunted for all the wrong they did in your life. Wishing they would see Just what they did to me. Wanting them to feel all the hurt I keep bottled inside. Knowing that was the one place where love suppose to reside. Playing threw your head everything that you need to say. Only to find , it was like grains of sand to them, slowly wipped away from their memory. So , your only choice is to live with it every day. How can someone live with knowing all that I know? How can someone move on and forget,,, all there is to be told? I was that afraid little girl that grew into a woman. 40 years and counting , and was told they put that out of their mind? Pardon me Is my love, my life , my heart blind? Why can't they hear my pleas? Why can't they hear my cries? I want her to know how I feel, or have been feeling before this can reside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've told her everything, and even showed her my scars. Why oh why can't she see what she's done to me??!!??!!?? Will the truth ever be told out of her mouth? Will I ever get over this so I can be set free? Just where or where is the real me ????!!!!!????

Show her the way Oh the power was summons on this warm fall day. To give her strength and show her the way. The path was darkened by a soul so restless. That she could not see her world below. Many a nights she would try to reach the one. But couldn't because of all that she had become. In her darkest hour she called one last time. Looking for anything even reason and rhyme. In this wonderful haunted season. The path was chosen and on it she shall ride. With her trusted knowledge and all that resides. Peace be with you my friend. I am on a search for the soul I've been without for too long. Once I find it then will the path light again.

I hunger for you touch ITs like being thirsty, but only quinched by you. I can feel us making love as my body and yours becomes one. A Union of souls, hearts and bodies. Oh how I hunger for your touch. Totally surrender to you, giving you more than any man has ever before. To quiver beneath you, as I yell out your name. The shock threw my body as my body draws very near. The hunger grows more and more. Not the same,..different nothing like before. The quivers get stronger. Sending my body into an emotional bliss. I lay weak and breathless and I studder as I began to speak. Your love is an endless sea. My love is all for thee. I hunger for your touch.

The lord sent angels down one day. Said it was time, they came to take him away. The leaves just beginning to turn, Oh dear lord it cant be time I want to see my babies grow up, and be a grand dad. "Yes my son it is time", your time here on earth is threw. We need you up in heaven, to start life anew. My son needs me, and he wont understand. That in just one turn , I was led to take your hand. My daughter wont remember me, but my son will. Can't I have just one more day to see them both, and tell them I love them one more time. He will see you in his dreams, there you can tell him all you wish. Your little girl will also see you in her dreams, she must be told daily so she never forgets. That gleem in her eye is you, something she will never regret. C'mon my son dont be sad, you will never forget the time that you had. So off he goes to the pearly gates up above, Where there God can show him love. this one was written and very hard to write...'