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OK, SOME OF YOU KNOW ABOUT MY HEALTH PROBLEMS AND SOME OF YOU DONT, FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DONT, I AM A 33 YEAR OLD SINGLE MOTHER OF 2 BEAUTIFUL BABIES, I HAVE TERMNIAL EMPHYSEMA AND CRONC C.O.P.D. I HAVE TO HAVE A LUNG TRANSPLANT HERE SOON. I DO WHAT I CAN TO GET AROUND, AND I DO A PRETTY GOOD JOB OF IT, BUT I HAVE MY BAD DAYS TOO, FOR THE PAST 3 WEEKS I HAVE BEEN SICK, I GUESS WITH A COLD BUT I AM TRYING TO GET RID OF IT BUT ITS NOT WORKING, LOL BUT I WILL GET THROUGH IT, I HAVE A WEB PAGE SOME OF MY FRIENDS GO TO, BUT LIKE I SAID I HAVE VERY FEW FRIENDS THAT GO TO IT, MOST PEOPLE READ ABOUT ME OR ALREADY KNOW ME AND THEY STOP COMMONG AROUND OF JUST QUIT TALKING TO ME, BECAUSE OF MY HEALTH PROBLEMS, BUT I AM STILL ME I AM JUST LIKE YOU, I CAN DO THE THINGS YOU DO BUT I CANT DO IT AS FAST,., SO GIVE ME A CHANCE BEFORE YOU JUDGE ME, GET TO KNOW ME, THE REAL ME, BEFORE YOU QUIT BEING MY FRIEND, AND IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT ME PLEASE GO TO MY WEB PAGE IT WILL EXPLAIN MORE, IT IS A FUND RAISING PAGE BUT YOU DONT HAVE TO SEND ANYTHING, JUST SIGN MY GUEST BOOK AND LET ME KNOW YOU WAS THERE AND YOU ARE A TRUE FRIEND, I'M GOING TO CLOSE FOR NOW BUT I GUESS IF YOU KEEP ME AS A FRIEND I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER, THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME, MICHELLE I TRIED TO POST THE LINK FOR MY WEB PAGE BUT IT ISNT SHOWING UP WHEN I TYPE IT IN SO IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT ME JUST ASK ME AND I WILL SEND YOU THE LINK TO MY WEB PAGE. Update, wow, its been it's been 9 years since i posted this, i wish i could say i have gotten better but i cant, but i can say i'm still alive as you can see lol, but i'm lucky to be alive, i have had a few close calls since this last post, i almost died a few times,and they brought me back twice, i can say i am lucky to be alive, but it's because the power of prayer and loving friends, i had a web page set up to do a fundraiser to raise money to help me get started on the road to getting my lung transplant but due to a mother who had sticky fingers and was heartless she stole the money that i had raised at the time and i got sick again and the doctors put me on the predinsone and it caused me to gain weight and i didn't lose enough to get it yet, its hard to do when you're on this kind of medacine im on, but i'm still here thats all that matters, and i thank God for that, i still have problems with people not being able to handle or understand my health problems so when i say anything it's always the same story, "your health won't scare me away, i'm not going anywhere" yadda yadda, and next thing you know their gone, i'm not going to lie about anything and i have nothing to hide, i am a good honest woman, and i don't ask for anything from anyone, all i want is some friends i can talk to, i don;t want anyone to take care of me or feel sorry for me, i just want someone to be there for me if i need a friend, and i don't want to be a welcome mat for anyone, i get that enough here in the real world, this is the only place i can come to and just relax and be me and not walk on egg shells and worry about how i look or someone judging me by how i look today or anything, i have met a couple people i can say are true friends and there are a few i just dont know about, guys are very good anymore playing mind games with you, i have got hurt pretty bad on here once, and i told myself it will never happen again, this is probably a waiste of time writing i doubt anyone reads these things anymore anyway, i'm sorry if there is any miss spelled words or anything wrong with the wording, i don't have my contacts in and im on my computer that is old and the screen is blury because its going out, i'm normally on my cell phone anyway, but oh well, if you are reading this, thank you for taking the time to do so, and i hope you are and will continue to be a friend, i sure could use some, Hugs Ty
