People are funny you know. They seem to think that they can just be asses whenever the mood takes them. They get pissed off at the world and take it out on everyone around them. Why do they do that? Are people assholes in general? Is that the kind of people they like to be? I try to get along with others and be kind to everyone around me. I bend over backwards for anyone that needs my help. I will do whatever I can to make people happy again. I love to crack jokes and make others smile. I hate it when others are mad at me. Call it a mental deficiency or call it a big heart. Whatever it is I do whatever I can to keep from pissing others off. But I am developing this attitude of I don't give a shit now. If you don't like me then don't fucking talk to me. What the hell is going on? Why have I changed so much? Why do I not care anymore? I have been through so much shit in my life but i have managed to try to stay positive but now I have lost that mentality. Has the world changed so much that it made me care that much less? Are people out there instilling that hate in my heart. I don't understand. I am starting to hate guys. I am starting to hate the damn world. Someone help me understand what has gone wrong with me cuz I am lost.