Over 16,528,790 people are on fubar.
What are you waiting for?
Hide from the world
Sweet and gentle creature.
Protect yourself from the realities of life.
Do not attempt to interact with others,
Close yourself in...build the walls,
Shut all doors.
Unless you find that which
Is yours for the seeking,
Until you accept that around you
For merely what it is under the
Closest scrutiny of yours or any God...
Unspoken may ever be the words
I used to cherish from you.
For you have closed me out...
Sealed my fate and cast me aside like
Some useless piece of garbage,
Some waste not even fit for swine.
You have left me a life fully burdened...
Wrecked for us that which I dared place
Before God as perfect.
You have crushed my heart.
And as I wallow in this tragic moment
Where no light might enter in,
I know that even till the final beat of my heart
I will be aware, so clearly aware,
So vividly and intimately and internally aware,
That your spirit once touched mine
And I was the larger for it.
And even then....
And even on through death's veil...
...I will ever love you.
