I am tired of feeling alone
I am tired of wanting you back
I don't sleep anymore because I don't want to wake up crying every day
I am tired of my heart aching with every thought of you
I am tired of getting ignored for something I didn't do
I am sorry you ever asked me that day in October
I am more sorry I said yes
I hate myself for believing you even after you told me you were never going to leave me.
You told me I was the one over and over
How did that change from what just seemed like over night
I went from your baby the women of your dreams to someone you can barely talk to now.
I want to kill myself everyday so I don't have to hurt anymore
Jab my heart with that knife you put in me everyday
My eyes how they hurt all filled with tears for you
But you know as crazy as it sounds, I am still in love with you
What does she do that I didn't for you
How can someone hurt someone over and over again the way you seem to do
That knife you have in me just do what you want to do
With every word I see of the love you two seem to share just do it.. Just take it and kill me
