Voodoux Queen's blog: "Domestic Abuse"

I've gotten an idea on how to get over this pain..writing a blog about domestic abuse and my experience. I will not mention any names, but for 3 long volatile and tumultuous years I endured what I do not wish on my worst enemy.And even though I've moved on and in a happier place at the moment, I feel that this bullshit still lingers within me and I need to get it out there and out of my system! Abuse comes differently to everyone, every relationship is different, none the less until you walk in that person's shoes you have no right to judge or criticize what that other person has been through. I suffered the mental, physical and emotional abuse that had me question who I was. I use to be this strong woman who knew what she wanted in life but the abuse ripped that away from me. He made me feel worthless as a  mother, a friend and a human being and  I ask myself why did I allow all that? That's is because I allowed him to control me. I knew there was issues from the very beginning but I ignored it because I was " infatuated" with him. I was infatuated with his bad boy image and that I believed he wholeheartedly loved and cared about me with his jeaoulsy and possessiveness that came out later on, dead smack across my face. I will not go into grave detail about the entire nature of our relationship, but I will say that It sickens me to see him and that woman practically worship this person, he's not a man in my eyes, and give him the attention he so craves and desires. These women have no clue how he really is and hopefully one of you will find out sooner than later.

To be continued....