ok i can't deal with the abuse much longer,as i sit here typing i bring myself to ask does he exist,you know that perfect man you see in all the romantic movies,the big strong teddy bear of a man who's arms feel like a fortress against the world,the kind who's heartbreaks at even the thoght of you shedding a tear.The one who is happy just being with you whether it be snuggled up in bed watching movies or going out to show you off.the one who cares more about your wants & needs more than their own just like you do for them.all i know is for 17yrs i've been married to one who is the exact opposite of everything i listed,so i must ask "does the perfect man exist?"or "should i just suck it up & realize men like that only exist in movies & real men are selfish pigs?"
