I am the one that used the money I had saved for a car to bale you out of jail...
You promised to pay it back...but while you worked I patently waited every payday and didn't see a dime.
You never seemed to understand my pain when you drove up in the car that I had been saving for...and informed me you had quit your job.
I am the friend that showed up and saw you and your house in several states of disrepair.
I didn't say a word as I begged you to let me do your hair and makeup "for fun".I also started cleaning and didn't stop until the job was done.
Then when I got sick and needed someone you never came around.Then when you finally did...you told everyone what I looked like and what my house looked like.You pretended like you had never been like this before.
I am the one that heard your secrets and guarded them as my own.
You never seemed to understand how I knew it was you who had told mine...when you were the only one I had told.
I am the one that kept our arugments betweem us... because I knew that friends sometimes argue...but I always knew we would make up.
You chose to get others involved and made sure you only told your side.
I am the one that is at peace right now with the fact that we can't be friends....
You are the one that wants our friendship back...
And you can't understand?
