Last night was the most wonderful night of my life. I have never felt so happy. Who would think the person that made me so happy.. let me down so bad two years ago! Its weird how you think you are over someone until someone says their name.. and then your heart starts to ache. So what does that mean that you never stopped caring for them.. or what. I wish somebody would tell me. All girls keep waiting for their happily ever after and it seems that it takes a long time to come! I dont know what to say.. I just know I miss him... and now after what happened I dont think I will ever be able not to miss him!! :(