and then i wonder....if followed by many attempts....you constantly end in failer....meaning behind that could only possibly be?....im assuming that it means your not ment to be not permanently but for the time being....but how could you at a time in need be restricted from something you "think" you need so badly....strength....healing of a soul that never truely healed yet has only been covered up....time....but how long does it take? you should know i mean it is you about you your inner you....how could something of your inner being have so much control over you yet your not in control over it....AT ALL....what does it take to get to that point?....OVERALL....when everything seems complete....but how can anything be complete when your always missing something....but how can you find something when your not even sure what your looking for? yet all you have to go by is what you want....but what is it that you want? you "think" you know but when or if you get it then what? on to the next thing....or will that first thing be enough to keep you contently happy?....HAPPINESS....what does that mean and how do you find it....what makes a person happy? for everyone it seems to be so different....Life, Love, Work, Family, Friends, Money, Possessions....what is it....if not all....glancing across the way....what do you see? in your heart what do you hold? whats missing? why do you feel so incomplete? what makes you WHOLE?....REACH....maybe youll soon see that everything that can make you happy is staring you straight in your face....glance with your eyes but SEE with your heart.... that your happiness is at arms reach but you chose not to see....its ok to feel this way....dont reject what you know makes you happy....because you may soon see that you already have what you think your still looking for....the truth lies within the eyes so see the heart that fills your soul....looking past could result in misfortune....therefore i speak caringly....but i leave it up to you....SEE....
