do you know how it feels when you get your heart ripped out of you. well this is how i feel. i feel like my life my pride,joy happiness have been taking from me. havent been happy fro many years. tho i lie and put a smile on my face and laugh im really not happy imhurting like no other inside. yea people in the world are feeling what i feel but not like me its 20 thousand times worse thats how bad it is. people take my kindness for weakness. i hate that.
heartbreaks etc is all i know. nobody can help cause everyine who trys uses aww you will be okay or flustrated when i try to talk about it.
i do feel like i have reached the end of my rope matter a fact i reached that a long time ago. i fed up with all the bullshit.
i try my best to respect people but they disrespect with me.
so please dont try it will be okay stuff heard it for twenty years its not better yet ? so the ? is
ive lost everything that i love thats what it feels like.
