Your Blonde Addiction's blog: "my lil world "

Do you ever wish you could turn back the hands of time..and change things you may have said or done?? Up until now I can honestly say I've had no real regrets about my life or wanting to change anything in my life..

I feel everything i have endured and experienced good and bad has made me the person I am today. 

I have had to be stronger in recent years than I ever thought i could be and somehow always came out smiling and found humor in everything no matter how painful, yet this past week I have felt lost and like a piece of me was missing.  

I wish i could change this past week..change things I have said and things I have done..

I have allowed 1 mans need to control me and how i preceive myself to have me second guess who i am...

I have allowed him to make me into a scared and insecure individual..

I believed him when he says I am nothing and that nobody will ever want me and for this i will always be sorry.

I am someone.. I am a work in progress...

I am someone pretty great..

I am honest to a fault,

I am faithful

I am loyal

I can be there to hold you or support you when you need me to 

I will fight and go to the ends of the earth for you if you capture my heart..

If i dont know you I will still help becasue that is who I AM

If i had but one wish...that wish would be to see myself through your eyes and see the person YOU see not who he SAW.